Monthly Archives: January 2015

My way

It is painful That I still miss him Badly And people tell me to move on But I rather waiting and missing him in natural way Because maybe this is just me. Advertisements

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Why is it?

Why is it that whenever I see your back, even from distance, I feel pain. The kind of pain I can’t explain. A mixture between loneliness, and anger, and most of all the pain from missing someone. And why is … Continue reading

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When you say you want to grow old with me…

In my head; I wonder if you’ll still steal a kiss from me 50 years from now? When I’m old and wrinkled?

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In the end of the day…

You only need someone who’ll say; “It’s okay” whenever things gone wrong. “I love you” whenever you feel nothing “I’m here” whenever you feel lonely and nothing but hug you and hold your hand in silence.

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Between

New Year’s Night 2014; inside the room with meds smell. On the hospital bed My heart; with the violence marriage. A ridiculous divorce’s drama. Loosing a soul mate. And now, cancer. I have every right to be angry to¬†God, right? … Continue reading

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So tell me, who can tell what the future holds?

I heard once from my grandpop I won’t live more than 5 years. Yet, I lived long enough to attend his funeral. 2005 to 2009. Went on operation table 10 times a year. From the doctors eyes I knew they … Continue reading

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