I can open door for me, I can pay my own food, I’m good with the house I’m living, I can drive with the car I bought from my hard work, I can pay for the dresses or shoes or … Continue reading
We used to spend our weekdays planning our next weekend picnic. Where will we go this time? The beach? Bring all the cold drink and have a simple bbq? The park? So we can imagine we roll on the grass? … Continue reading
I’m not sure. I mean I was born in Bandung and coming from a very old traditional family of Sunda-Javanese mix with Chinese-Dutch-Batak mother and a father who didn’t knew he’s root. I always said I’m an Sunda-Javanese. But the fact … Continue reading
I didn’t fight back when he beaten me. I didn’t let anyone knew waking up on ER bed were regular to me. I didn’t say anything when he cheated on me. I didn’t talk back when he said hurtful words … Continue reading
There were times when I saw myself on the mirror I asked; “Who are you?” or “Hi, how are you?” or even “Are you happy?”
do you know how hard it is to put a smile on my face? it’s not because i like to pretend. but answer this! what’s the point put a whining face and ruining people’s mood? it’s just that i aware … Continue reading
Heading home. Alone. In quite train. Not doing the easy life I knew. But seeing my reflection on the train window, I know I’m happy.