Tag Archives: myself

It’s okay, I can do it

I can open door for me, I can pay my own food, I’m good with the house I’m living, I can drive with the car I bought from my hard work, I can pay for the dresses or shoes or … Continue reading

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A picnic we’ll never have (again)

We used to spend our weekdays planning our next weekend picnic. Where will we go this time? The beach? Bring all the cold drink and have a simple bbq? The park? So we can imagine we roll on the grass? … Continue reading

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Who I am (?)

I’m not sure. I mean I was born in Bandung and coming from a very old traditional family of Sunda-Javanese mix with Chinese-Dutch-Batak mother and a father who didn’t knew he’s root. I always said I’m an Sunda-Javanese. But the fact … Continue reading

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I’m Guilty

I didn’t fight back when he beaten me. I didn’t let anyone knew waking up on ER bed were regular to me. I didn’t say anything when he cheated on me. I didn’t talk back when he said hurtful words … Continue reading

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Loosing Myself

There were times when I saw myself on the mirror I asked; “Who are you?” or “Hi, how are you?” or even “Are you happy?”

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Just Don’t

do you know how hard it is to put a smile on my face? it’s not because i like to pretend. but answer this! what’s the point put a whining face and ruining people’s mood? it’s just that i aware … Continue reading

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I’m Happy

Heading home. Alone. In quite train. Not doing the easy life I knew. But seeing my reflection on the train window, I know I’m happy.

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